Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
our troubles will be out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on,
our troubles will be miles away.
Here we are as in olden days,
happy golden days of yore.
Faithful friends who are dear to us
gather near to us once more.
Through the years we all will be together
If the Fates allow
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough.
And have yourself a merry little Christmas now.

Bye 2005.. and here comes 2006
2005- what has it to say to my life? many things happened.. good and bad.. sudden and gradual.. unexpected and otherwise.. life or death.. trust or betrayal..either way.. the clock ticks .. each and every second consuming each part of everyone's life like nobody's business. what i have come to realise made me a stronger person each day. Thank God i've found you. Now i know i am not alone. That You are with me now, walking with me .. hand in hand.. i have no fear..
in every ending, there is a new beginning. 2006-another year to cherish.. i have many plans ahead. many obligations and responsibilities. dreams and hopes.. i wish that this year will be a great year ahead. same to all of you.. let us spread our joy n happiness to each other.. strengthen our friendship.. and treasure our loved ones..

merry xmass n happy new year! God bless..:)

are you a good girlfriend?? :)

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

what kind of sexy are ya?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy. Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy. You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through. Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

feeling bored??

check out this website..
if u wanna learn to b vulgar... he he..

http://media.putfile.com/bangla47

enjoy!!

HapPy 27th bdaY siS

this is especially for my beloved sis.. julie...:)

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and makes us strong
In a special world, where we belong

To my dear sister..
happy 27th bdae!!!
now that u are so far away from me..
i juz want you to know that all of us here are missing you and we love u a lot..
thanks for everything that u have provided me. your presence really meant a lot to me. things would have been different without you. thanks so much for being just you.. thanks for yr love, the joy and for sharing meaningful thoughts and experiences with me. even though u mite be lonely over there, i hope that everything will turn out fine for you.. and i will pray for you for that..
have fun while u r there ok (esp on yr big day).. i know u will..
cant wait to see ya again.. mean while take care.. :)
muax!

check out the survey done.. :) 

Today's news: Toilets and cars hot spots for sex (unbelievable!)

#Outside the bedroom, the toilet is the next likely spot for Malaysians to engage in sex, according to the 2005 Durex Global Sex Survey.
Of the 5,409 Malaysians who responded to the survey, 44% claimed they have had sex in the loo. The second and third favoured spots are the car (38%) and parents' bedroom (24%).
The survey, now in its ninth year, also revealed that Malaysians are quite adventurous in pursuing their sexual escapades .
The respondents, who also voted model Amber Chia as the sexiest Malaysian celebrity, comprised 70% males and 30% females.
Those aged 21 to 34 years made up 72% of the respondents while those below 20 made up 15%.
A total 65% of the respondents said they would encourage young people to practise safe sex, against 20% who would tell them to abstain from sex until marriage. (what say u??)
Malaysians are also losing their virginity at an average age of 19 years, compared with 19.3 last year and 20 in 2001. (wahhahaaa....)
About 67% of respondents said they only received sex education when they were 15 or older.
When they want to avoid sex, the top excuse used by Malaysians is “I'm tired” (32.6%).
One in 10 respondents also admitted to have had a homosexual experience, 29% had one-night stands, 19% “took the back door”, 14% had extra-marital affairs, and 9% had threesomes.
The survey showed that the average Malaysian has sex 83 times a year, compared with the worldwide average of 103 times.
The Greeks topped the world average with a frequency of 138 times a year, while the Japanese ranked lowest at 45 times a year.
conclusion: japanese ppl quite deprived-prob too stressed lar..greeks got more that sufficient 'supply'.. msian.. average' supply'.. and adventurous..likes to have sex in smelly places like toilets.. (makes them high) and oso suffocate themselves in cars..(i wonder wat happened when i saw a car 'vibrating' last time.. haha)

Forwarded email.. in case u have not read it.. enjoy..:)

Bringing English to SensesDinesh VoraThe European Commission has just announced an agreement wherebyEnglish will be the official language of the EuropeanUnion rather thanGerman, which was the other possibility.As part of the negotiations, the British Governmentconceded that English spelling had some room forimprovement and has accepted a 5-year phase-in planthat would become known as "Euro-English".In the first year, "s" will replace the soft "c". Sertainly, thiswill make the sivil servants jump with joy.The hard "c" will be dropped in favour of "k". This should klear upkonfusion, and keyboards kan have one less letter.There will be growing publik enthusiasm in the sekond year when thetroublesome "ph" will be replaced with "f". This willmake words likefotograf 20% shorter.In the 3rd year, publik akseptanse of the new spelling kan beexpekted to reach the stage where more komplikatedchanges are possible.Governments will enkourage the removal of double letters which havealways ben a deterent to akurate speling.Also, al wil agre that the horibl mes of the silent "e" in thelanguag is disgrasful and it should go away.By the 4th yer people wil be reseptiv to steps such as replasing"th" with "z" and "w" with "v".During ze fifz yer, ze unesesary "o" kan be dropd from vordskontaining "ou" and after ziz fifz yer, ve vil hav areil sensibl riten styl.Zer vil be no mor trubl or difikultis and evrivun vil find it ezitu understand ech oza. Ze drem of a united urop vilfinali kum tru.Und efter ze fifz yer, ve vil al be speking German like zey vuntedin ze forst plas.If zis mad you smil, pleas pas on to oza pepl.

what a day!..

2nd day of raya.
i was out with my sis to shop in Gurney Plaza..
had lunch at Breeks.. had cajun blakened fish while my sis had salad...(prob dieting.. hehe diet is a DIE with a T.. so pls dun go on diet.. it will kill u softly.. bleah) ..
after lunch.. we strolled and entered a few shops.. did not buy much stuff this time..
shopping is becoming more n more boring.. arghh..
finally.. when we wanted to go back.. i realised i lost the car park ticket! oh dear..
man.. wat am i supposed to do..
had panic attack...
oh man.. where is that damn ticket??
searched high n low for it but it was to no avail..
went back to carpark but it wasnt there
a few thoughts crossed my mind:
1. ask my sis to run to the car park entrance to press the button and get a new ticket... provided that there is no one watching and no camera (my sis actually tried to press the button but no tix came out coz got sensor ..arghh)
2. wait at the autopay station and see if anyone forgets to take their ticket.. steal it from there..( forgive me God for having such thoughts)
3. run all over the shopping complex to the place that i;ve passed and try to look for it
4. admit that i lost the tix and prob pay rm50 for the loss ..(wahha.. its killing me.. rm50 for a tix?? its so not worth it man..)
5. wait behind any car that is going out and immediately drive out.. cunning eh?
6. ask my dad to come with another car and get the tix then reverse and get out of the shoppin complex.. wahhhaa...so troublesome..

finally ..guess wat i did
i went to the security counter.. told them i lost my wallet with the parking ticket..( argh.. i am lying!!) said someone stole it...
the security officer calmed me down. n said its ok. juz pay rm1.50 and she issued me another parking ticket. asked me to write down my name and phone number.. so i wrote.. Tan Joo Lee.. lost black wallet with credit cards.. in case u find it pls call.. my hp num..( only the hp num is correct lar..dun think they can ever find it oso) haha.. i felt so bad after that..
went for cg the week b4 and the topic of the day was .. thou shall not lie.. from the ten commandments.. wahhaa.. i juz told a white lie..
Forgive me Lord.. its out of desperation,,, and i dun wanna spent 50 bucks on a damn ticket!
and that was it.
a lesson to learn: keep yr car park ticket properly if u dun wanna b in deep shit. can u imagine how many sinful thoughts i had in juz that moment when i lost the tix.. sigh..

Hols coming.. finally!!

after a dreadful wait.. there's finally a week break for all of us here in the siew pau land...
internal medicine is really boring.. arghh.. a lot of variety of presentations n related diseases.. n worse still.. i have not been studying..

i came up with a list of things to do this hols.. will drive back to penang tom :) yeah!

1. Learn to cook from mum.. target wud b at least 5 dishes.. (excluding frying eggs and cooking vege lar....)
2. TRY to finish my da vincci code book which have bin rottin in my room for a month dy..
3. Make something for my sis;s bdae.. (in case she;s readin i wun tell wat is it yet;;"))
4.SPend time with my darling josh.. (its a dog by the way he he) whom i have bin missing dearly.. (chee.. he is more than 5 kg dy .. too fat for his age.. )
5.TRY to do some of my assignments... and presentations..
6. Read up a bit on int med lar..
7. Shud i highlight my hair?
8. Bring my car for a THOROUGH wash.. poor car... its so dirty now..
9. Bring my parents out for a good dinner.. :)
10. Shop! shop! n shop!!!!!!!
11. Exercise!!.. teach my mum some freestyle dance and climb the hill with my dad.. :)

think thats enough for a week break.. a bit too ambitious though.. :)
Selamat Hari Raya n Happy Deepavali guys! enjoy yr hols....:)

came across this work of art.. can u guess wat is it? its actually a couple making out.. guy on top of gal.. creative heh?  

real one or fake one? he he.. of coz real one lar.. its me tryin to touch the corals.. :) 

kiss my foot!! come come.. :) 

guys... trying to fly.. ha ha..from left-jeng, chee.jack n dex 

'couple' pose.. heh e.. aiyoo whose fingers are those.. hpmmh! 

some pics from redang.. enjoy.. 

Here's something interesting i came across..

enjoy ....

HUsbaNd foR saLE...

A store that sells husbands has just opened in Dallas, TX where a
woman may go to choose a husband from among many men. The store is
comprised of 6 floors, and the men increase in positive attributes
as the shopper ascends the flights.

There is however, a catch. As you open the door to any floor you
may choose a man from that floor, but if you go up a floor, you
cannot go back down except to exit the building.
So a woman goes to the shopping center to find a husband.

On the first floor the sign on the door reads:
Floor 1 - These men have jobs.
The woman reads the sign and says to herself, "Well, that's better
than my last boyfriend, but I wonder what's further up?" So up she
goes.

The second floor sign reads:
Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love, kids.
The woman remarks to herself, "That's great, but I wonder what's
further up?" And up she! goes again.

The third floor sign reads:
Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids and are extremely good
looking.
"Hmmm, better" she says. "But I wonder what's upstairs?"

The fourth floor sign reads:
Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are extremely good
looking and help with the housework.
"Wow!" exclaims the woman, "very tempting. BUT, there must be more
further up!" And again she heads up another flight.

The fifth floor sign reads:
Floor 5 - These men have jobs, love kids,
are extremely good looking, help with the housework and have a
strong romantic streak.

"Oh, mercy me! But just think... what must be awaiting me further
on?" So up to the sixth floor she goes.

The sixth floor sign reads:
Floor 6 - You are visitor 3,456,789,012 to this floor. There are
no men on this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women
areimpossible to please. Thank you for shopping Husband Mart and have a
nice day..... :)

too good to be true??

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you;
and how lucky he is to have you

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."


How far would you do for the one you love? Would you consider twice if yr lover suddenly got blind or become handicapped for life? Would you stay with him and take care of him? Will you ever regret if u chose to be with him? Will you leave him if he is having financial difficulty or having family problems or when he has got nothing else left except you? Is there a barrier of what you could do and what you cant? A limit to what you are willing to do for him no matter what happens in the future? Will you forgive him for whatever mistakes he had done in the past that hurt you most?

nyny ponders...... does true love really exists?

breasts enlargement vs penis enlargement???

hey.. i saw a patient today with silicon breast implants. Looks nice but is it worth it? Have any idea what is it n how is it done?? Let me enrich you with the facts...

Breast implant procedures can be performed on an outpatient (basis or at a hospital. Breast implant surgery can be done under local anesthesia or general anesthesia . Breast implant surgery can last from one to several hours. Fast heh?

Following the operation, as with any surgery, some pain, swelling, bruising, and tenderness can be expected. Some women may experience bleeding, fever, warmth, or redness of the breast, or other symptoms of infection...ewwwww..

Risks include:.hardening of the breasts (yikes!).loss of sensation in the nipple (this is terrible)or breast shifting of the implant from its original position (then you will have asymmetrical breasts.. haha padan muka),interference with mammography reading that may hamper cancer detection (lagi teruk!)

Here's some info bout penis enlargement..

The penis actually extends about 1.5 to 2 inches inside the body. In order to "enlarge" the visible portion of the penis, the surgeon severs the ligaments holding the penis in place, allowing this inner part to descend. But in order for this to happen, the man needs to wear weights or stretching devices attached to the penis for several months after the operation. In total, a man might gain 1 inch, although some men actually lose length due to scar tissue(ha ha!)

Possible consequences: The base of the penis will have hair on it (eeyer..), and the man's erection will now point downward (oops..!) Also, nothing can be done to increase the size of the head of the penis, so most men wind up with a thick shaft and a small head.

**All in all, the procedure is expensive, risky and painful, and the results often do not look natural. An article in the Journal of Urology stated that the surgery should not even be considered unless a man's erection is less than 3 inches in length.

p/s: if u have small breasts or penis juz be satisfied wif yrself lar... if yr partner complain den juz dump him/her la... demand so much for wat..

my convo pic.. long time ago .. hah a. this is oni for phase 1 of med programme.. i have NOT graduated yet.. so dun ask me again n again.. tq...  

my darling josh... 8 months old lazy bump.. super obese dog 

at the siew pao land..

heyyyyyyyyylooooooooooooooooooo..

it had already been 2 months since i first stepped into this place which i once thought that it was a super 'suaku' place with nothing else except hospital seremban.

no nice food. no place to shop. nothing.

the first week was orientation week.. we were introduced to some doctors n the dean.. it seemed like the world is turning around. adapting to new place.. new house... a whole new environment.
but still msia... :).
there was this occasion called the white coat ceremony.. any idea wat is tat? he he.. some qualified doctors would stand on the stage and then they will wear u yr lab coat.. hmm.. i suppose to mark n recognise our entry to this new phase of our medical life. lame heh??

we had our bbq.. n we performed a dance in the end.. juz a simple one..( i tot i could retire from dancing.. ) title of the song was numa numa lei.. i dun even know wat language it was n had to choreograph a dance for that song.. hiaks... turn out was hmm.. no comment. think not that bad but wasnt that good either.. given the time.. n my severely lack of mood n inspiration to dance.. think it was okay..

my first rotation was surgery.. 7 weeks duration. expectations were high. we were expected to know loads of stuff that some were not even taught in kl. damn!... the doctors and specialists were great.. except for one scary one..( i wil not mention his name here.. i think sban ppl shud know lar..) he;d walk near you.. eye to eye.. n u;ve gotta answer his question during case presentation.. -a piece of advise to those doing surgery now.. make sure u know wat u doing.. wat u presenting.. remember the pathophysio n know yr basic sciences well if u dun wan to b 'screwed'

i went to ot (operation theater) a couple of times n managed to see a few cases.. one of which was laparotomy.. could u imagine the intestines come out n the doc was juz taking all of it out... n putting it back.. ha ha.. was not as bloody as i've tot.. i saw the liver n gall bladder.. first time on live patient.. interesting...

endoscopy was not that bad too.. ( if u dunno.. its a scope that is inserted into yr mouth n it can visualise up to yr stomach n small intestine).. u get to see how the gastric juice looks like.. how is the wall like.. in if u have gastritis.. or gastric ulcers..
oh ya.. in colonoscopy ( scope that passes thru yr anus).. i saw faeces inside the intestine .. ewww.. that is wat happen if u dun clear yr bowel b4 seein the doc.. gross.. n of coz u have to do it twice since the doc cant see yr intestine when it is full of shit! he he...

enough for my medical posting.. i am in internal medicine posting now.. miss surgery so much!

jaya jusco has juz opened end of last month.. near my house..
so far i think it is not bad for sban standard.. been shoppin there a couple of times..
at least we have secret recipe here.. err kenny rogers kopitiam sushi king n some other restaurants.. still searching for baskin n robbins though...
food here is ok.. so juniors.. dun need to worry.. there's a lot of nice food ard.. juz a matter whether u know how to look for it or not.. heh e.. been tryin a lot of nice food lately.. burp!
ask me if u dunno.. he he.. queen of food is here!

guess wat.. i drove to johor n singapore last weekend.. managed to reach within 2 hrs.. :)
lurve to lepak there wif m frens.. since everyone goes back home to kl so i dun wan to b left alone.. wil not go anywhere this weekend though.. its church time! i'm lookin forward for it.. :)

thats it for now.. i wonder how will i survive another 6 weeks of int med posting.. have to on call every week.. yawnz!

pretty gals unite! 

its uS.. n the VIPs..  

mi and sangeetha.. :P 

spot my butterfly tatoo! 

girl power.. my closest dearies!!..  

VIP5 rulez!.. 5 pretty ladies wif 5 supposed gentlemen... :P 

me n wowow

twin happiness????  

my hairstyle.. looks a bit like pineapple hor? funky eh.. guess how many pins the hairslylist put on my hair.. itz 51 pins!!!  

iMu baLL.....

it was on the 9th april... located at marriot putrajaya..
hey guys.. sorry that i din update my blog till now.. muz be curious bout my ball n who's my date rite.. har.. that's for me to know n for u to find out.. :P..taukee.. i wil post some pics here.. u guess who's my date lar..since u so curious see u smart enough or not..heeh..
dun have much time to write now.. i think i wil write later.. wat u r interested now is da pics rite.. har.. will write more after my exam.. stress stress!

previous salsa performance.. during friday night.. pink rulez!! 

see how obese he is compared to last time!!! 

me n my only darling!!!! adorable heh... 

fat ass playing with his favourite toy!! 

look at how thin he is when i gave him a bath.. poor josh!! 

josh.. wondering wat was i talking to him about.. hehe..