post exam fever...

time really really flies...
after a dreadful 3 weeks study break, everything seems to past with the blink of an eye.. in no time.. all of us were marching into the jblt to get our results with pounding heart..
thank god i passed.. somehow.. i didnt have the joy .. the excitement of passing the exam.. it was a mixed feeling.. coz some of my batchmate din make it..
deep inside.. i really wanted all of us to move on togheter.. as a batch.. although i wun be meeting some who are in different postings.. i really dunno wat to do.. i could only pray to God to provide them strength and the courage to move on.. i know that i am in no position to comfort them coz i myself have not gone thru that stage.. either way it must've been a truly sour experience. i really hope that all of them wud pull thru the next time..
i was truly amazed with one of my batchmate's reaction towards his failure. he walked out of the dean's office... with a smiling face. as i went to approach him.. he talked as if nothing happened.. and he said that it was alright.. and that he had expected it.. he already saw it coming.. and he knew it would mean another rm30k and that he had to repeat semester 7. "this is part and parcel of life", he said..
i was truly inspired.. what i saw in front of me was a mature man who is so full of enthusiasm as he had always been.. and i know that he would be the one encouraging the rest.. even at times like this when everything seemed so down.. he is still who he was..

(nofear): i know you are a strong gal.. and u will always be.. coz GOd will always be with you and give u the strength and courage .. all the time
ysl: certain times.. we are faced with disappointments.. but life move on.. and both of us will continue to support the rest.. u still have me .. :)

9 more days to London.. yeah i have been counting days.. cant wait to get my feet off malaysia.. cant wait to experience a whole new world ahead..
life after exams seem fun.. so fun.. so full of time that you dont even know wat to do the day after.. too many things to do.. i'm just so tired..

Dear GOd,
thanks for yr blessing. i hope that u will provide strength to those who need it.. and always hear their prayers will ya?